What I want out of tennis is not necessarily just winning.

But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.

I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

I do still have some of the experience from playing, but it's been so long since I've been out in those quarters, semis, finals, the important final matches, just against the top players.

I had an instinct before and maybe now I don't have that instinct as much as knowing what to do, what shots to hit, where to place the ball, things like that.

It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.